Since I last posted on here, I feel like I've been through some things and actually have somethings to get out of my system.
1) Today, yet again, I was called a dog. By one of my closest friends. Because she was trying to impress the boy who called me a dog in the first place. In the past she's been called names, so obviously she knows the feeling to be hurt by someones words. Then after class she asks me why I didn't laugh when she said it. Ughhh, not worth it.
2) With my friends I feel out of the loop and lonely. And it sucks. And for a long time now, I've been wanting to leave. I want to move away to somewhere where someone actually wants me. My parents argue constantly. I don't really know my sister. My oldest brother is working constantly and my other brother is out all of the time. I'm scared to ask my mum if we all could move because we'd have to leave everything we've ever had. Is it cowardly to want to leave? Am I being selfish? Am I being silly? I really don't know what to do anymore...
Thanks for reading this.
From,
Confused (Formally known as Lauren)
Everyday we see courage. We see courage on TV when a child in Africa gets a job to get income for their family. When someone challenges a bully. Normally we won't acknolage this and carry on with our lives.
Being courageous makes us stronger and braver.
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Being courageous makes us stronger and braver.
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The day I first met you, you told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you, I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are, so close, yet so far. Haven't I passed the test?
When will you realize, baby I'm not like the rest?
Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live and there's no time to waste (to waste)
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break,
let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.
On Sunday you went home alone, there were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love, but you did not reply
The world is ours if we want it, we can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now, baby try to understand.
Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live and there's no time to waste (to waste)
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break,
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break.
There just so much you can take.
Give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break,
Your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.
When your lips are on my lips, and our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my finger tips every time you run
Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live and there's no time to waste (to waste)
So let me give your heart a break
Cause you've been hurt before, I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart, maybe I can ease the ache (the ache)
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There just so much you can take. Give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.
The day I first met you, you told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you, I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are, so close, yet so far. Haven't I passed the test?
When will you realize, baby I'm not like the rest?
Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live and there's no time to waste (to waste)
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break,
let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.
On Sunday you went home alone, there were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love, but you did not reply
The world is ours if we want it, we can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now, baby try to understand.
Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live and there's no time to waste (to waste)
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break,
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break.
There just so much you can take.
Give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break,
Your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.
When your lips are on my lips, and our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my finger tips every time you run
Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live and there's no time to waste (to waste)
So let me give your heart a break
Cause you've been hurt before, I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart, maybe I can ease the ache (the ache)
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There just so much you can take. Give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.
The day I first met you, you told me you'd never fall in love
Give Your Heart A Break - Demi Lovato <3
Love you guys!
Have a good weekend!
Ciao!
Lauren
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Since I've went back to school (yesterday) I've been getting some negative comments. I've been called a dog and ugly and witch etc... And it really upset me. I was called a dog today in maths: When I was sitting at my table with my friends a boy on the table behind just called me it for no reason; and I've thought about it and I've never done anything horrible to him. But all my friends on the table laughed so I shook it off the best I could. Once I got home I started to really think about it and get upset and started to wish I could move to another school... Then I told myself not to be silly and stop dewelling on it as "Imperfection is Beauty" (-Marilyn Monroe) and if I let other people have the power to knock my confidence I'm going to be someone who never gets out of the house and is unable to trust anyone.
So what I'm trying to say is people are always going to judge people on appearance and if someone knocks you down keep your head up and remember that no-one is perfect and to smile, because you are beautiful.
Ciao,
Lauren
So what I'm trying to say is people are always going to judge people on appearance and if someone knocks you down keep your head up and remember that no-one is perfect and to smile, because you are beautiful.
Ciao,
Lauren
Teehee- Hunger Games, Catching Fire, I think :3 <3
It's the second week into the easter holidays and I'm really not looking forward to going back to school.
I'm kinda nervous to find out my new timetable for year 10. Gosh, I feel old! Next year I'm 16 for crying out loud!
Most of this holiday I've been doing guitar lessons, drawing and then doing some singing shows and have had no time at all to rest. But I'm in Newcastle on friday which I'm super excited about!! :-D. I've hardly even seen my friends this holiday which is weird 'cause I'm used to seeing them everyday.
I hope you all had an amazing Easter!
Love you all!
Ciao!
<3
It's the second week into the easter holidays and I'm really not looking forward to going back to school.
I'm kinda nervous to find out my new timetable for year 10. Gosh, I feel old! Next year I'm 16 for crying out loud!
Most of this holiday I've been doing guitar lessons, drawing and then doing some singing shows and have had no time at all to rest. But I'm in Newcastle on friday which I'm super excited about!! :-D. I've hardly even seen my friends this holiday which is weird 'cause I'm used to seeing them everyday.
I hope you all had an amazing Easter!
Love you all!
Ciao!
<3
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Mockingjay.
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